relieved~* as usual... who wouldn't? especially after exams are over... but to imagine i spent not more than a night for 1 module? jeez~* i really don't know how i'm gonna pass any of the modules that way... i doubt that i'd fail anyway... hahas... right on~*!! keep it up eh? PSLE, N levels, O levels, and now the 2nd year of my Diploma, all the exams... are over a fortnight study... i really wonder how i was able to make it this far...
more to this... instantly after the exam week... today.. a Monday~* a 2 weeks attachment in IMH had jus started... and it isn't really a very nice experience... all touched on Resident Evil i believe? Imagine when all people are doing their own activities... all locked up in a single room... some watching TV, some reading newspaper... some scrolling around the room...
then, one caught sight of us coming... (us been the student nurses and the CI *Clinical Instructor*) then two... three... four... and all now... slowly they gathered around the entrance... and stared...
intimidating!! like as if waiting for preys... some of them even salivate watching us... drool's the correct word though... but oh well... zzz... can't expect any lesser than this in IMH can i? walked in... explored the area... and GOGOGO!!! ALL TO THE TEA ROOM!! NOW NOW!!!
=.=!!! one of the patient grabbed hold of a student... he's been cool enuff not to panick though... took his hand off and replied a Hello~* and walked off... jeez... how wud i ever be almost close to been similar... i think i wud jus freaked out if its me... ahhh crappy~* whatever it is... the experience isn't pleasant.. it seriously isn't...
talks, talks, and more talks from the CI... Breaks... and then... finally... the moment half of me was hoping for, yet half of the other isn't... the interaction period... jus a 10mins interaction period due to time restrictions... *luckily for that though* know wad a schizophrenic patient meant? most of them~* yes... schizo~* "I'm the American 5 star Official who made nuclears in the American army~*!!" one goes... we're told not to reinforce that kinda unrealistic behavior, and at the same time, not to challenge them... the reply, the best i cud do, and always have been doing in other attachments in other hospitals?
"Taken your lunch?"
=.=!! well.. at least he didn't realized there was a sudden change in topic.... but this went on for the nex 5 mins... and then, back to his job in the American soldier again... and there goes...
"Taken your lunch?"
WHOA~*!!! way cool~*!! he didn't realize i've asked this twice in a row already!! okay~~ cool.. this works... and thereby, half of me talking... half of me wishing the CI to call us off for a day... mannnn... thats almost like the longest 5mins ever waited... wif each second passed, i peeped at my phone for the time... and each time i does that... each time i felt that the time had stopped... there's totally nothing in common wif the patient and me to talk about!!
HOME SWEET HOME NOW~*!!! geez.. i really wonder how i'm gonna last the next two weeks if the first day's already that bad...
but man~* -=ShE=- is in the same ward as me... in fact... living in the same area wif me too... oh gosh oh my gosh... i've noticed -=HeR=- presence since months ago in the lecture hall... the desperacity of wanting -=HeR=- attention... damnn~*!!! -=ShE's=- so close... but yet... zzz... okay... keep your cool eh? u're still too young to be in a relationship~* not like u're ever successful in one anyway... to try and fail? i'd rather not start...
oh crap... wadeva... 11:30pm now... feeling unusally tired... i normally cud last till as late as 4am~* must be my work today... sleepy eyes~* guess i'm off to bed for now...
IMH~* hMmMm~*
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