I've just finished a book~* and i thought that particular book, is fascinating.. bringing u to the different adventures with wad a ranger's life is all about... and for one similarity i've found out between them rangers and me, is that, they too always lone around doing things by themselves.. A nice book i would say... The Ranger's Apprentice... Written by John Flanagan~* Book One, The Ruins Of Gorlan...
I wan acknowledgments... i want people to know i existed, and cherished them... just like those rangers, i seemed to be able to blend into the background, camouflaging, and being invisible to the naked eyes... mentally though... i could have sworn they had saw me... raise a hand to say "Hi" wud make Nigel a happier person... sit down and chat with me, and it'll make my day...
And so, with each passing day, i've made efforts to join groups to do... to do things together... anything~* eating, chatting, or even lazing around... but with each time i tried to fit myself into their picture frames, i felt embarrassed~* instantly desperately trying to fit myself into anywhere in the groups they've always adventured in school, seemed jus... so weird... we've so much differences... in every attempts, i almost instantly regretted i've even tried... and there, i ended up always sitting or sleeping under a shelter, jus for time to pass by b4 the next lesson starts...
Alright, project discussions are starting... hmmm~* i'm still as desperate for company as ever... Lone Rangerssssssss.............
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why you regret joining them? are they trying to isolate you? what makes you think that they are isolating you?
you need to have more self esteem man.i do feel it sometimes.jia you
i mean i do feel isolated sometime.dont feel embarrassed.dont be too conscious of your actions.stop hiding in that shelter during break.i feel quite depressed even at the sight of it.cheers.
read If you could see me by Cecelia Ahern
secretive who are u? care leave behind something for me to identify u?
does i tell you anything from the word 'secretive'?well,no.do take care.read somewhere else.join someone.hope there is improvement in your life
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