5th Day...

BLEACH ROCKS!!! awww mannn~* so touchy on the 3rd episode already~*!! okay, i sense addiction... =X

5th attachment... we did on psychoeducation today... some kinda education which benefits patients wif mental health problems... the thing we did on? anger management... well... at least a subject that i'm definitely clear about... bet everyone in their right mind shud be clear on that too...

but oh well... the same problem occured... the only feedback i got from my CI was that i got too excited... as usual from all presentations i've been doing in classes... anxiety... CI said i ought to manage that properly to become better on educations...

otherwise... the rest stays the same... i see patient shouting as usual... i played checkers with patients... it had all became a routine... but i sneaked into the neighbouring wards today... i'm so jealous!! they get to play so many different games with the patients!! table tennis for example!! there's a table there to be set up anytime... there's this "stack and pick" or erm... u guys know wad Uno Stacko is right? hahas... yar, that.. we don't have that in our ward!!! only have pokka and checkers... =.=!! there's "chart-teh" too!! *wadeva the spelling is* y'noe, the one whereby u oughta continue kicking this thing with various color feathers attached to... =.=!!

man~*!!!! sooo many gamessss over that side!! bet i'm gonna be sneaking there more than usual for the next week.. hehe... and wads common in my ward? quarrels... restless patients... fightings... zzz.... even perverted patients... sigh~*

and talking about my case study... i'm sooo lazy!! suppose to be doing the medications on my case study, but yet... watching Bleach here... i totally rock in this last minute thingy~*!! tml's been booked for Amirah to teach her roller blading... that's unless she had forgotten about it, den i'll get back to my medications~* otherwise... it'd be left for homework for sunday.... T.T

and -=HeR=-... i've finally decided not to even attempt to tell -=HeR=- i admire her... more like liking her i mean... let's just keep it the way it is now... the "hi-bye" fren... hmmm~* jus to remind myself anyway... of all the relationships i've been in... none lasted for more than a month... unconsciously... i've counted 15 couples today~* 1 of them as young as secondary 1~3... probably in their 2nd year... so young.... envy... or jealousy... jealousy... or envy...

hmmmmmm~* desperate to be loved, desperate to be companied... every minute, every second... i'm sick... =.=!! love sick...