HmMm~*~*

why do i have this idea that u... do i know u secretive??

oh well.. if u noticed... whenever i blogged... it was always when i was depressed~* or as such... hahas... and trust me.. i've never had more enjoyable time in my life... never~* and seriously.. i've got no idea how to describe them... even talking about them is too much to handle.. i've got no idea how to express myself... thats partially the reason why i didn't blog too.. there's so much to talk about, yet at the same time... when i come trying to specify what exactly, i realized that, its too... nothing much... nothing more than jus talking in the phone every single day... nothing more than jus yet looking forward for another day where both of us cud meet... nothing more than jus making contacts... mutually or physically... nothing more than that... but the joy i had, when the phone rings... when i know we'll be meeting again... when i know somewhat or rather, we're gonna be in contact again... its almost just too much to handle... hahas~* things... have been *or being* going so exceptionally well... things... have really been *or being* too good to be true... that i even had a difficult time to believe these are all real... not virtual... not jus yet another imaginations from my daydreams...

anyway "secretive"... is there by any chance u really know me? or another blog hopper? =D hahas... i cant believe there'd even be anyone to come reading my blog... to such extent of expecting more entries and waited for over months... are my entries really that interesting? hmmm~* and i've got this slight instinct that u do know me in real life... oh well.. can't help it..

heex~* i'm sooo satisfied with the life i'm living now... and i bet my last dollar, this just wont go any better... that if i lose her... i'd find no one better... how vast a difference she had made in my life... and i'd rather the difference is made... i'm more than glad what had happened, had happened... a fairy tale it is... in fact, much much better than fairy tales... and i want to cherish and appreciate every single moment when we can be together... like as if there's no tml... each and every day we've met have been *or being* the best day i've ever had... and it jus keeps getting better with each following day we meet...

if all these can stay on forever like this... i'll be more than overjoyed... more than satisfied... sounds a little ridiculous... but too, i'm convinced totally that it will.. last forever... that is if she had felt totally the same as i've did... (^_^) *loving life now~*